Former Big Brother Naija [BBNaija] housemate, Tokunbo Idowu, popularly known as Tboss, on Wednesday, penned an emotional tribute to her late father.
The reality TV star, in a post on Instagram, that she now understands that life was transient and wished she could turn back the hands of time.
She also revealed that she misses her father, whom she fondly referred to as ‘Tata’, adding that her tears keep flowing.
“I honestly don’t think people really understand the concept of Death.
It is Final. Forever. And forever is a really long Loong Looooonnng time. I wish things were different, I wish I could turn back the hands of time to be there with you, be there for you like I’ve always been, to hold your hand through it all, to tell you how much I loved you, to forgive you, to forgive myself. I’m so sorry. I know you’re in a better place and have finally found the purest form of peace, peace that you never knew here on earth but Toksy misses you so much Tata. I miss you so much.
I know that eventually, gradually the pain would fade away.
But for now, the tears keep me company, I remember all the good and all the not so good, I smile remembering the many pleasant times
But most especially I have Learnt- I Learnt that life is fleeting and the idea is to make and leave as many positive memories as possible.
Tboss announced her father’s death on September 21.
The controversial personality and her father did not have the best relationship.
In several Instagram posts moments after her father’s death, the mother of one questioned all the anger they both bottled up for each other.